People say kind words like "I'll call you" but they never end up calling me.
I never try to do anything wrong, yet I'm always the one apologizing and asking for forgiveness.
How come I can't find a 'special someone'? 
Growing pains. Life sucks.
I'm going to do three things over this Thanksgiving vacation.
Eat.
Sleep.
Computer.

Will anybody even consider hanging out with me?
Doubt it.
I'm feeling emo, but I'm 100% the opposite of emo. Trust me.

I just have some nasty teen angst going on.

      Well, I've been thinking a lot about different Anime lately so I suppose I can write about that.

I've had the strange need lately to somehow physically posses Anime and Manga. Just having it online isn't good enough for me sometimes. I also feel the need to show my fan-dom for the Anime I like. It's a very strange feeling I can't exactly explain. I guess I'll list the Anime and Manga I like at the moment just to make me feel better.

Alright so I like Black Cat, Kuroshitsuji, Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei, Clannad, and When they Cry ( Higurashi ). I plan on downloading all of these series into my Veoh Library. I'd like to buy everything related to Kuroshisuji and Zetsubou Sensei when they get over here to the West.

Manga-wise I'm feeling the same way. I really want the Lucky Star and The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya manga. I also would like to own Loveless, After School Nightmare, and Zetsubou Sensei of course when it hits the states. From now on I think I might buy about one or two volumes of a manga instead of focusing on completing the series unless I really like it. That way, I 'll have a variety of manga and stuff.

For example: I could get Loveless Volumes one and two then read the rest online.

Note to self: Do more online manga-reading. Manga Fox is your friend. Manga Fox is your friend.

Maybe I'm inpatient and it's causing me to feel this way? I'm not sure but I feel like I cleared my head a bit from blogging all of this out. Something is still bothering me and I can't think about it....Oh well.